Human Healing

I didn't believe my life had really been all that traumatic or interesting enough to write about.

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Or that me, *MY* story, was worth sharing.

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And so, for a long time I couldn't bring myself to actually do it.

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I didn't feel qualified..

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I didn't believe I was credible enough.

 

I didn't believe I was educated enough, with a published journal, a Masters or PhD behind my name.

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But the biggest thing holding me back...

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was Fear.

 

I was afraid.

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Terrified really.

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Of putting myself out there.

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Of sharing all I had gone through.

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Of sharing all the things I had experienced in such an intimate and openly vulnerable, and public way.

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Of sharing all the intimate details, fears, stresses, struggles and anxieties.

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Terrified...

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That I would put in all this effort of sharing the many ways and avenues of healing I had discovered, explored, and learned about.

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And it would all be a waste of time, never to be used.

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No likes.

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No comments.

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No traffic.

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No views.

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But deeper than no recognition for all the physical effort or work put in, I am terrified that I will have made no impact in my time on this earth.

 

No impact to making this world a better place by standing up for what I KNOW to be true, educating others on and speaking out against any and all injustices, cruelty, inhumanity and abuse seen throughout this world as experienced in my own life and healed through my own healing journey.

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But I'm no longer a slave to fear..

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Because when you know with a soul deep certainty that you have been called to do something of importance on this earth, fear no longer can hold you back.

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I had been called to Bear Witness.

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To give my lived Personal Testimony.

 

To share what healing and growth looks like in real-time. 

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To walk alongside others on their own paths of healing.

 

To be able to sit with others in the way that I had so desperately cried out to God for, for so many years, crying out to him to bring me someone who could sit with me in my pain

 

Someone to tell me that it was human to have feelings.

 

Someone to tell me that it was human to feel them for as long as I needed to.

 

Someone who could help me to learn *HOW* to feel my own feelings and emotions in the first place; to reconnect to my body's own signals and messages..

 

Someone who could come and sit with me teach me how to sit comfortably with my many emotions, to make peace with them.

 

Someone who could come in during the heavy periods of isolation and sorrow, knowing that I so desperately longed to be a part of the crowd, but I was just too tired to *DO* crowd while on the path to healing. 

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But I had also been called to educate and teach others how to stand up for themselves, for what is right, to stand up and fight for all the social injustice around us, to show them how to BE the living breathing example of what it means to be intentional about healing and growth and light.

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To create an ever expanding, fluid, fact and science backed collective of resources, paired alongside my own personal experiences, using what I had already been gathering from my OWN growth, knowledge, education and health advocacy, and house it in an open-source website where others' can comb through all I have learned without having to do all the individual research for themselves..

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To provide an educational space of total healing from the inside out, using my own, real, lived experiences and the incredible array of knowledge base acquired throughout the years.

 

Knowledge acquired through higher education, work-experience, personal experience, and a lifelong thirst to know the deeper "Why" behind everything.

 

Knowledge acquired out of desperate searching for answers, truth-seeking, healing, growth and help-seeking, just to be able to advocate for my own health in a way others would finally listen to and understand me, to help me, just to be able to stay alive

To be able to advocate for my

Mental health.

Physical health,

Emotional. health.

even my

Spiritual health.

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But it's not MY knowledge I am sharing.

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It is universal knowledge. 

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Human knowledge to be shared.

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In the end, I don't want it to be MY efforts or name remembered,

 

But the INFORMATION and the

 

TRUTHS to make lasting changes and to be remembered for centuries to come. 

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The site will be ever expanding, near daily, over the coming months and years, with new content, pages, resources, shareables and more than just my blog posts.

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So welcome, stay, explore, and share with others.

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I would love to get to know each and every one of you and hear how you have experienced

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Being Human